free will

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I've been feeling really 'free' or 'sporadic' recently, morely likely to do something random.

Now it depends on what you class as 'random' - my random would be to dye my hair with henna and get ginger hair and keep it curly rather than straighten. I wear more fitted clothes around the house. My self image dosen't sting me as much as it did before I feel ok about myself - I'm not the thinest i've ever been but most of my clothes fit - I eat to make me feel full not happy. I admit I did overdo it this weekend...

I've also decided that my freak of a brother who keeps poking my face has diease or shit on it and that's the reason I'm getting spots - he did it again and that area is now inflamed and has a big nasty spot. It's disgusting I'm going to break his arm if he does it again, I don't care if he's skitzophrenic I am not going to let myself be victimised.

Shows I've been watching recently that cheer me up - Desperate Housewives which i thought was similar to Sex in the City - it really isn't I quite enjoy the jealousy and mind tricks - reminds me of my boss. Tru Blood - is essentially sex - but with Vampires! I like how the main girl isn't exactly good looking - really odd if anything like the main protagonist George from Dead like Me - now she was weird looking and cynical as a cat. I'm on episode 8 of season 1, gonna finish watching it beofre other bro comes back. Need to do some editing in my room for tommorrow's homepage. Really sucks that Lilly has swine flu (or playing hookey) cause it means I loose my weekends and evenings picking up the slack.

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