Misunderstood expectations consume me.

I've been thinking about so many things recently. My dad's bribe, the CEO's attitude about success, my art, my friends. I'm lagging behind and yet I'm working my hardest. Maybe I should apply 4 'the apprentice'.

After his chat yesterday afternoon I felt a bit resentful, he spent the day gassing away to the office, ended up making the Iranian chick cry (not surprised, I'm sure she'd not used to criticism). Ended up lecturing the mature 'successful' looking woman and well got offended when she wouldn't treat him to hot chocolate. that is kinda rude, don't offer and then not follow through. I'm not impressed with his behavior at all, we're never going to make money at this rate, what is this invisible barrier stopping him form selling?

I ended up calling him senile when he went on about how amazing Monika's PP and Behnaz's research was...well duhh I told him about it all on thursday but he failed to listen as usual. I'm the dumbass doing all the work while the others make his fat ego feel good. I'm bored of this.