Misunderstood expectations consume me.

Was up most of yesterday practicing my manga. Trying different styles whilst trying 2 let a bit of my own personality shine through. It didn't happen. All I got was emotion less faces. My mood reflects my art and i'm not happy at the moment. So I tried 2 put my anger there instead, got a better result! Wen I tried 2 go over it in my muji art pen (thick & fine on both ends) it had dried up. My arse of a brother nicked it, rinsed it and on top of that ate it's lids like nobodies business. Being an only child is the way 2 go.

Hope the CEO got some work done on Friday, while i'm away the mice play. It's sad but sometimes I think he's stopping himself from making money.

Later today i have the summer ball to attend, I don't want to go anymore...Leanne dosen't inspire any excitement and her sister dosen't acknowledge me and is more preoccupied with leanne's friend Adele, Adele is crazzzzzzzzy, we can't let her drink unsupervised. She is dangerous.

My outfit is coola nd I even unearthed my pink teapot bag, it's a bit dented but it'll do...I feel so ill. Nothing is satisfying my self lotahing, I will so emo - shame i don't have much balack clothes, i'd be sorted for work! LOL.