Misunderstood expectations consume me.

I wish I could b something different. I hate being plan b, the escape goat. It makes me think of that crazy scotish cow that ruined my makeup career. Why do people screw each other over without even a 2nd thought? I was supposed 2 b involved in some sales meetings 2day. Boss ignored my progress reports most of the day that pissed me off as if got me 2 menial tasks and then slammed the door in my face 4 one of the meetings 2 hint that I shouldn't come in. I hope him & the 'successful' white woman have fun together as i'm getting bored of this crap, i'm being forced 2 note on. I'm not a door mat.